bye bye

i'm leaving to jeddah on wednesday.i love it there for the shopping, my dad and the fact that i have a time to reflect. to reflecto on my life, my ways, my being, my identity- simply everything. and hate it for missing my friends, the tons of food and the boredom!
sitting here listening to dashboard confessional, i miss being productive! i miss aiesec..and the proactivity!
i don't know if i'm going to be in the same LC next year =(

they feed on injustice and grow into a bigger lie

and so nothing happened to sharkawy? how could they deny it? how could they when at least, all bloggers, and other people who read blogs know it? how could they be bold enough to publish such a lie..
and if i believe in anything so much right now, it would be how much of a liar this government is, and if i believe in anything so strongly, it would be this country's need for reform, the people's need to know their rights, to be educated about democracy...to try ..to eradicate poverity so that the people would have time to dedicate to their other basic right which they are- blindedly- being ripped of..what a shame!
we need reform...we demand a proper government (at least i do) and a real, true democracy..not the one they're trying to enforce, thinking the people wouldn't notice it's just another way to manipulate us, to take away our humanity, our needs, our basic rights!!
i'm just pissed!!!
where is everyone!why won't anyone speak out or do something!!!