half empty...half full?

This is a picture of a Niger mther kissing her malnorished-1-year-old's hand
i somehow love this picture
just look at the sadness in her eyes..
and how tiny the hand is
hunger.poverty.starvation.Africa



did it occur to you too that Hamas is almost causing a third world war? russia and the EU for hamas..isreal and USA against..i wouldnt want to witness a WW3!
I read this today ...and oh the appreciation i had for his lack of ignorance is just..GREAT
On a brighter note, the view from Azhar park is just amazing you should go check it out! (ignore the hair in the pic)

point is..

Leonardo Da Vinci was a gay pagan crazy genius =S
which makes me think that my average brain is a price i paid for my being straight,, but that's okay
im straight,n i love it

..and you survive

"The whole difference between construction and creation is exactly this: that a thing constructed can only be loved after it is constructed; but a thing created is loved before it exists."
Charles Dickens
this is what i choose to do.i choose to create and not construct.i will love what i do not for the love of it..but for the love of the outcome
"I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word in reality. This is why right, temporarily defeated, is stronger than evil triumphant." -Martin Luther King.
"Say not, "I have found the truth," but rather, "I have found a truth."
Say not, "I have found the path of the soul." Say rather, "I have met the soul walking upon my path."
For the soul walks upon all paths.
The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it grow like a reed.
The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of countless petals" -khalil gibran
this quote by kalil gibran..i got introduced to at my NLDS and i dnt think ill ever forget the way arthur spoke out the words..ill never forget the way he spoke of the knocking that gets louder everyday..cuz i can here it..even though the nagging,contradictions and distractions might make me at times deaf to the knocking..i know its still there..and im going to get there
im going to make a change

pointless!

So Sami is our new MCP!!! YES!samy our LCP! hehe just excited
for the past week..it seemed like my world is just falling apart
i dont know where im going and i dont know what to do about it..oh yeah and i stayed in on Valentine's with my family..and no i dnt think that was pathetic.i, in fact, liked it.
Today is the new member induction at the MC office..i have to go..RIGHT not but the driver isnt here yet
im dependant..sue me

HAPPY!

check this out!!!!!!!! great site i swear!
then i want to say mabrook to Egypt!FINALS U GUYS!!!!! wow im happy
ill try to make it to the final match!
today was 1st day of interviews..i love my LC!the EBs..Sami,Amal and Mai!(those who were there that is)

1,2,3...MESS!

one of the buses bringing them back from natco..crashed into a truck..the driver was hurt
i dont know any further details
but im worried..i never thought i cared so much about @Egypt
guys...i hope u're all ok! i love u all so much i swear
now i believe in "parent gut feeling" my parents so much didnt want me to go..and i ended up not going..and there u g..bad weather and an accident =(
so that's AIESECally..personally..im such a mess i can't believe it!!

break is almost over

Basically my plans for the pathetic excuse of a break I have are to:
start planning my VP application and etc for April
newsletter
NatCo
Diet!!!!
Most importantly have fun and relax!
JUST THAAAT out of all the stuff...i didnt relax in fact im even more stressed!im not having fun..maybe just a little
and i havent started a diet!
im not at natco!..might go on saturday though..Dina and i
what doesn't break you makes you stronger..(but am i stronger?did i break?did u?)

MC elections

I don’t know if ill be able to find the words to describe today. I never would have imagined it to be that way! Simply overwhelming
First of all…the MCP candidates…not tarek NOR Sami won =S
I believed so much sami will though...but he didn’t and AIESEC Egypt was left speechless.
Then comes confidencing the MCVPs…this, at least to me was…too much to take…
I mean...my hands were cold and blood rushed to my cheeks… why and further details I'd rather keep to myself but I just couldn't help it. When announcing who were given the vote of confidence
MAAAN that was…I don’t know how to describe it seriously…but ill try:
All were confidenced except for Mustafa and Bahaa (both of Alex.) and the atmosphere was overtaken by emotions,those of sadness and those of happiness.
Hugs-my favorite were everywhere…short, long, light and strong.
Tears ran down most faces, ones of happiness, others of sadness…thoughts of what if…thoughts of why…thoughts of… a million thoughts I think.