multiple lives

I realized that I don't update for comments…but rather for the sake of...what should I call it?documenting?reference? Putting my life into words?
if every piece of writing you read represents part of a person's life-their being;
then how many lives have you lived? how many shoes have you walked in? sit back in your seat and think about it for a while,reflect
Too many moments in my life I've taken for granted and I'm not willing to do that anymore-not again!
A countless number of minutes I've forsaken...its sad..pathetic actually
i think back..
3 years ago-not spending time with my late grandfather so id talk to a "high school temporary boyfriend" never knowing or doubting for a second that my granddad wont be here forever
2 years ago-all the best friends i've lost...never realizing my serious need to re-prioritize
1 year ago-time management and the need to actually care about my future
This year-not spending enough time with my family..my friends..not having enough time for myself...or at least that's it so far hehe
Is this all part of growing up?

future future...

After quite a talk I had with my amazing LCP and VPOGX, I am left with an enormous amount of motivation and energy…
A great willingness to work and set my goals…I just feel inspired and I should do something with that
Now I have to paths to choose from for next term, @ly speaking:

1. CC team of IPM 2007. And in that case I will have to do some intense preparation to be competitive enough to get the position. Such as…uhmm attending international conferences or being on an OC team…I don’t know really…I'm open for suggestions!


2. VPOGX. And I don’t know where to begin with the preparation in that case…need serious intense help to be able to compete =D

But anyway…THANK YOU Sami and Amal you guys are amazingly awesome hehe I love how u guys support everyone!
So now I need to focus my effort, my plans and my thoughts…
I need a million things

sighhh

Done with this term finally!
Came back home, slept a little…woke up and had salmon sushi for lunch! YUMMILICIOUS!
Basically my plans for the pathetic excuse of a break I have are to:

1. start planning my VP application and etc for April


2. newsletter


3. NatCo


4. Diet!!!!


5. Most importantly have fun and relax!

specially for Mike!

Mike i really miss u! and man did i love the email! yeah stay that much in touch! seriously ..i felt bad not being able to come to the farewell outing
anyways i hope ur doing great!!!
as for mee...i finish finals TOMORROW! THIS IS SOO UNFAIR! but then at least we're back to al the @work i cant wait!
soo @ly..im busy with the alumni newsletter since im editor now ;) hehe aaand..im thinking abt cc euroXPro..and NatCo is coming up ..hmm blah blah
apart from that..life sux man!i jsut want to get away from here...and run away from all the problems...i went after my gut feeling and ...it turns out my "gut feeling" is good for nuthing
ill tellu all abt that in an email if ur interested hehe which i dnt think ud be =D
i want to run for LCVPOGX!!!!

bang!

new year resolutions; a waste of paper,ink and effort
me;passive,bored,lazy and i dont feel alright.