wrong side of...everything?

its when you try so hard and its never enough
its when the only thing you want is the one thing you cant have..the only person you want to be with is the only one who's away...when everything is falling apart
if only giving up was an option
then again, i close my eyes and go to a distant place..where sunsets arent taken forgranted where its not so dificult to be me
all i want is a better day
merry xmas everyone!

paradigms

i dont judge people,my views are like puzzles, i complete the paradigms..
paradigms are yours glasses..if u have a biased paradigm..it affects how you everything and everyone.
even though ive always believed in having a complete paradigm..i managed to judge a person from a distance..and its sad! such a shame isnt it?i didnt give myself the chance to put the pieces together, but now im going to start to!sincere apologies to Dr.Ahmed Ghoneim and lots of gratitude too.
and now allow me to let my mind wander..its been a while

reflection

...what is optimism? to find the beauty in a sunny,cold(relatively) winter day when u've slept for three hours and are on your way to university in the never ending Cairo traffic.Today was a beautiful day!
would u rather call it utopia or neverland; your perfect world? have u ever pictured it...
yesterday i talked to a person,and it was like he saw right through me..it was amazing.in a freak-me-out kind of way but i liked it!
yesterday..i made up..
yesterday...yesterday is gone and i shouldnt be thinking about it.
Do you ever wish you could pause ur life for a while, go through what you've done again and undo the mistakes..do things differently?
sometimes i think,sometimes i wish,sometimes i dream...but i always believe

mute words..

read Shady's comment on my previous post,please
i feel insanly ashamed of myself,because i douldnt express myself elequently.
i am in fact,probably,the most patriotic person you could ever meet.i dont want to leave egypt after i graduate,i want to stay here,and make a change.(thanks to @ i now know that i can actually make one!)
but dont u think that the people are sometimes to passive to learn? doesnt it hurt hearing someone talk about how egyptians are never on time..or how the dont do this and that the right way and cant say anything because its true?i think its sad,and it breaks my heart.
i love egypt, i love egyptians..and..i want them to change.there's so much potential within our people...but..

closing seminar

the one thing @egypt should start working on is their punctuality
or should i say..one of the multitude of things EGYPTIANS should work on is their punctuality?
siemens closing seminar today!not only did i get to actually stand a few footsteps away from Siemens Egypt's CEO;Bernhard Levri, I also..got to see Mustafa!and spend time with him.
Today was rather productive.a 5 minute meeting with Joe,Luli and Sami.. and talked w/Sameh about the OC team stuff!im pleased
if only egyptians were more civilised..organized and punctual..if only they were less ignorant,dirty and passive

featured!

Mike!!i guess u found me out!
whoaa so i was featured on mike's blog hehe
what should you do after a 10 hour long day?sleep right?WRONG!study because finals are just around the corner and having challenged the whole world(or in fact, the tiny little world of ur own) U JUST HAVE TO PASS!..well at least i do!
if anyone can get to Luli..let her call me pleaase i just need details about tomorrow's seminar
so..i guess ill go bury myself under the endless piles of supply and demand curves,partial differentiation and elasticity
so..until i manage to get something done..

identity crisis

yesterday as i talked to Amal,it hit me...
maybe i was too much concentrating on my @ work..that i was losing my identity to it..and it kinda scared me
"im so much into AIESEC,im afraid i might be losing my identity and then aiesec would be my identity" amal: "dnt worry..just make sure its just part of ur identity and not all of it"
thank you amal!for ur support and everything you do!
my life is beautiful
i dream..i work..i wish and i hope