Might not be here tomorrow

yesterday..a very dear teacher..mentor and role model of mine's husband passed away...just like that..so suddenly and unexpectedly.
personally, i've watched my own role model give away to death, his body weak and helpless..having once had a mind so powerful, so full of knowledge and credibility..i watched as his breaths were still,his heartbeats non-existant.
to happen in such an unexpected manner-the shock of it is beyond me...
i fear seperation,and in death is eternal seperation; one to which there is no limit, no booundaries, where time is of no relevance
before it's too late; find everyone you've argued with..with whom you've seperated on not so good terms-even if until tomorrow...get hold of that phone and dail them numbers, if you love someone..don't wait..one minute might be one minute too late just tell them before you die with a secret untold or they do..and you're left with the "what ifs"
go make up with you're mom...your siblings and dad..call your grandmother up; it's been ages..don't expect her to be there for long
call your bestfriend from highschool up, tell them you've missed them
don't wait...just don't