multiple lives

I realized that I don't update for comments…but rather for the sake of...what should I call it?documenting?reference? Putting my life into words?
if every piece of writing you read represents part of a person's life-their being;
then how many lives have you lived? how many shoes have you walked in? sit back in your seat and think about it for a while,reflect
Too many moments in my life I've taken for granted and I'm not willing to do that anymore-not again!
A countless number of minutes I've forsaken...its sad..pathetic actually
i think back..
3 years ago-not spending time with my late grandfather so id talk to a "high school temporary boyfriend" never knowing or doubting for a second that my granddad wont be here forever
2 years ago-all the best friends i've lost...never realizing my serious need to re-prioritize
1 year ago-time management and the need to actually care about my future
This year-not spending enough time with my family..my friends..not having enough time for myself...or at least that's it so far hehe
Is this all part of growing up?